You tell me that you love me
but you hardly love me.
I love no one.
Love is an illusion
-a beautiful mask.
I uncovered it and discovered
all it’s beautiful lies.
The lies of love
-I still desire
and m contempt for it fuels the fire
that rages on through my veins.
I long for the falsity of love
to cover up all my heartache and pain.
So you tell me that you love me
and I can agree.
I love myself for the very hate I truly am.
The hate that you recognized
the hate that you knew.
And for loving me
I can honestly say that I love you
on this very day.
For what is love
but a lie anyway.