It could have been something
but it wasn’t anyway.
This would have lasted longer
if you hadn’t fucked things up that way.
Look at me these days
and I’m a mystery.
I can’t believe what you’ve done to me.
We’ve started a cycle that we can’t
comprehend.
And even when together we just can’t
pretend
that all of this will come to an
end.
There’s nothing I can say
anymore
that will ever even out the
score.
I hate this waiting.
Go away.
I never mattered to you anyway.
I could go on living without you
or I could end up
dead.
But you need me
like a bullet in your
head.