March 3rd, 2004
I know when I was three
You werent a mother to me
I know where you were
You were a figment, a blur
I know where you were when I was six
You were with men for laughs and kicks
Aunt Karen took me to the park
And Papa bought the night light b/c I was scared of the dark
And when I was twelve
Aunt Tina took me off the shelf
I told grandma about my first
You know the one you missed
Now that I am sixteen
And all that I have seen
I really know
Without you I will grow
I know you moving in and out
Should have been my doubt
But you know that you
You were the mother that I will always need
and you just havent got the slightest clue