October 8, 2003
What do I need to do
So my life I could pursue
I start to cry
At the thought to try to again die
I know that’s not the way
I wish somehow my life I could delay
I have enough to worry about
All I need is one good scream and shout
My uncle is in the hospital for a new heart
With him I don’t think I could ever part
My grandpa says I don’t understand
I wish I could fly to a magical fantasyland
My boyfriend thinks I’m cheating on him
How could he think so slim
I love him pure and true
I guess he doesn’t have a clue
I’m trying in school
But it would be better to drown in a pool
I cant hold it in anymore
I have to fry to heal my internal sore