April 20th, 2018
Five...
The number of hearts I have grown
The number of babies I have carried and shown
Five is the biggest number I have to offer
Yet of any number the one that has made me softer
Four...
The number of times I have opened myself up to rise
Sometimes in disguise
Four is the harderst number to learn about me
Because I like to skip it emotionally
Three...
Is the number of times I almost ended my life
I didn't see a point to kids or being a wife
Three different times I could have ended it all
Three times I'm glad I didn't fall
Two...
Is the number of babies that I lost
Forever in my heart I hold this exhaust
Another part I try to skip
Because I always remanence and fall in that dip
One...
Is this life that I live
We take for granted when we should give
One day at a time
One smile to change an entire rhyme