*fix what i broke

yes I am a liar,

yes I am a sinner.

please forgive me for what I've done to you,

those times I hurt you,

I wish I could take it all back.



I don't know why I hurt the people

I love most.

I say I love you and I really do,

but do I show it the best I can?

all answers turn to no.



all of a sudden I'm not nice to you

what the fuck is this

this isn't me!

this is a demon trapped inside me,

great, now I lost her.

please Lord please God,

help me get her back.

I would do anything,

quit everything.

just let me have one more chance.

I don't know how many I have left,

but I hope there's just one more I can take.



then at night,

I talk to you

it seems all right.

I know this isn't the first time,

but I know it's gonna be the last-

the last time you cry on that phone tonight.

when you're upset like that

it makes me feel bad,

it makes me feel bad to know that I did this.

now I have to fix it,

fix what I broke.




Author's Notes/Comments: 

it's all about my girlfriend lauren... yeah. i wrote it for her.

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