yes I am a liar,
yes I am a sinner.
please forgive me for what I've done to you,
those times I hurt you,
I wish I could take it all back.
I don't know why I hurt the people
I love most.
I say I love you and I really do,
but do I show it the best I can?
all answers turn to no.
all of a sudden I'm not nice to you
what the fuck is this
this isn't me!
this is a demon trapped inside me,
great, now I lost her.
please Lord please God,
help me get her back.
I would do anything,
quit everything.
just let me have one more chance.
I don't know how many I have left,
but I hope there's just one more I can take.
then at night,
I talk to you
it seems all right.
I know this isn't the first time,
but I know it's gonna be the last-
the last time you cry on that phone tonight.
when you're upset like that
it makes me feel bad,
it makes me feel bad to know that I did this.
now I have to fix it,
fix what I broke.