I'm to Blame

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April 16, 2024

 

All the days are long and blend into one

I'm consistantly feeling the need to run

But the question is how far is too far

Can we even go anywhere from where we are

 

I am working to consume my time and mind

In the process I have fallen behind

I find that if I say yes to more

Then I have somehow avoided a war

 

The battle lost and now I'm starting to drown

Knowing that I am missing out because I am never around

I am not happy in more than just a few ways

And all the things I am doing wrong consume my mind in replays

 

I am at a loss and I know I am to blame

Unfortunatly this is the way it has became

I know I am the one shutting down and falling apart

And I also know this isn't even the start

 

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