April 16, 2024
All the days are long and blend into one
I'm consistantly feeling the need to run
But the question is how far is too far
Can we even go anywhere from where we are
I am working to consume my time and mind
In the process I have fallen behind
I find that if I say yes to more
Then I have somehow avoided a war
The battle lost and now I'm starting to drown
Knowing that I am missing out because I am never around
I am not happy in more than just a few ways
And all the things I am doing wrong consume my mind in replays
I am at a loss and I know I am to blame
Unfortunatly this is the way it has became
I know I am the one shutting down and falling apart
And I also know this isn't even the start