September 20, 2014
Here I am once again
and not sure where to begin
I took a pill
Most certainly at my own will
Looking to be numb
I know it sounds dumb
But all the misery that I feel has gone away
Happy again I feel in a slight way
I don't fight, I only give
Isn't that the way to live
I hate to yell
It only makes me dwell
Things that are said
Only sometimes I wish I were really dead
I really do try
But wait, you say that sounds like cry