I've figured out that I need to choose between a computer and cigarettes;
It is giving me terrible frets.
For, poetry is quite fullfilling,
And smoking is perfect for being sped up or chilling.
It is a sickening choice to have to make,
Because, I smoke constantly when I'm awake.
But, I am coughing much, much less;
Which is quite a lot less stress.
Because I am not smoking indoors; I go outside,
Where, by my own rules, I do abide.
For, in my apartment, I want walls that are clean;
White instead of brownish-yellow; and nothing in between.
My heart does feel like it is beating quickly;
And my chest hurts, though it isn't tickly.
I need to soon dcide what's more important to want;
To choose between food and smokes, for cigarettes surely taunt.