My love don't you dare crying,your every teardrop is like a bloodbath to me. Ripping my heart is a smaller pain than seeing you crying. Worst thing is you don't even know that I love you, worship you.This is the real me. I'm not the cocky prick you see me. You don't even sense my life is dying and slipping through my fingers.I'm hiding my real self,maybe just because It's not even worth a dime. Everything I do,is you. Hell,My goddamned life is all about you. We are like pieces of a 2 piece puzzle. We cover our deformities. I cry at days,at nights. But I know nothing will change. At least for now. It will be like falling to a pit of nothing. Then my eyes will see my entire life in a second. Again, in all pictures there is you. Then finally I will become nothing,putting an end to my misery.