Can't you see your life is over?
Is making it,the cheapo housing and bitchy kids that you produce to make the church-folk happy and to keep you happy while your husband is on one of his (Uh-Hum) business trips.
Maybe one day if you arent too fat orstoned on anti-depressants you may kill your kids and divorce your husband and maybe trek out somewhere beyond the county lines
Maybe just a rare maybe, you may get a little bit of your life back just in time to see what a blind little mouse you have been and see that there is no point to anything in this mess that you call the american dream
You may even develop the nerve to fully break away and live for yourself because it will be the first damn time you do