Sometimes I cut myself
to see how much it bleeds
Because all of this pain
is a sudden rush to me
I count the blood stains
that lie on top my sleeves
With each deep cut I am relieved
I look up in your eyes
And see you in disbelief
Always a smile on my face
And a sparkle in my eyes
It's time now for a change of pace
It's time to say "Goodbye"
With a flick of my wrist
And
A quiver of my arm
I slowly start to die
A squeal
"Please don?t leave me"
A scream
"You can?t go"
My vision blackens as your silhouette fades
Your scream now star to echo
"Well I won?t stay here alone"
I feel a tug
As your palm retrieves my Raw savior
Silence
Then the ground shakes
Then as a watery substance
Flows toward my skin
You warm hand touches mine
And as I feel our hearts reduce their sweet song
It starts to lag
And all is Numb