being here is what i fear
All by myself
Left with no one else
You put the walls up
You trapped me inside
I just couldn't get out
No matter how hard i tried
On the inside
I clawed and i screamed
I wish all the past events
Had just been bad dreams
To bring me pain
Is what you sought
And the longer i stayed here
The worse it got
Your addictions
Are no excuse
For all the bitter abuse
You've directed towards me
So how can i speak up
And get myself help
When you put me in the quiet place
So now all i have now
Is darkness to face