As my life falls apart
I knew it was my fault
From the start
As i look into the mirror
And hate what i see
You'll never understand
What it's like to have this
Demon running inside of me
Hopes and dreams
Washed away
Replaced by the pain
Of yesterday
I'm not really sure
Which way to go
Everything i neeed is out of reach
And my life is so out of control
Everything is fucked over
It's so insane
I just wish there was a way
To kill the pain
And everything in my life
If so fucked up
And all the things
I did for you
Were never enough