I hate myself sometimes
Never being good enough
Always try but fail to please
Sinking deeper into worthlessness
Lying to myself just to get by
Burning to release my inner pain
Screaming at the sight of my reflection
The messed up person I've become
Starving myself of the things I love
For temporary feelings of perfection
Wishing for someone to hold me
Make me feel like everything will be ok
And to love me for who I am
But that's too much to ask