The fall is long, and hard. And when you finally hit ground zero theres a spalsh, then you start to sink so slow you can only tell your moving by the darkening of the water that comes with greater depth . At the bottom on the floor after settling you begin to be swollowed as if it where quicksand.when it consumes the whole of you, you are able to open your eyes, just to find the atmosphere desentagrating you, as you fall toward desolation. This is what is means to be illuminated for ethier side. Ignorance is key.