Thats the dichotomy
Thats the parallel
Thats the submersion
Thats where you welve
Deep.
You fucking lose yourself
Into the abyss
This is it
Why
Are you even holding on
When
All you want is to let go
Suffering
Another line blown
Friends with
Children home-
Disowned.
Freedom
Holding nihlism
Like ventrilliquism
Serpents slitherin
As you let the devil in.
Whats grieving
When emotions
Never settlin
How will you ever?
Just
Feel better.
Did you believe
That just one
Could make it better?
When you met
both hearts severed
How could one
Show you love
When they shakin
Hands-on with another.
Flustered
Take a few shots,
Then another
Vision blurred
Words stuttered
another thrill
another pill
"Fuck the population"
Under your breath
You mummer
wondering
how any love
could be left, and you stand
still.