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LovingToHateYou
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Truth I love you
I hate you
Thank you
Disgrace,... you
Haunting me
When I didn't ask you to
When I didn't want you to
When I wasn't ready for you
And what did you do?
You fucking loved me anyway
I damn well told you
I wouldn't stay.
I was hurt
And I warned you
You wanted to stay
So I hurt you!
That's what you get
And we became toxic
In our own fucking way
Same shit
Different day.
Now you've moved on
Found someone else
Loving her
Better than it's ever felt
'Cause you both want to
That's what you need
And boy she's got you
Like you had me on your knees;
With your mind on loop
Don't know what to do
With them butterflies flutterin'
Sayin' "you're so cute"
Now who's left to run to?
When all I want
Is someone to fucking come thru and
No one ever fucking shows
No one ever fucking knows
Except you
Now what am I supposed to do?
You always knew exactly what to do!
You always knew exactly what each breath meant
And what I was thinking,
You always knew exactly what was hurting me
You saw me as a test and started preparing
For the next version
of me
Tryin' to figure out
Lost without a clue
Why I took it out on you.
Now I see the greed
Now I see the need
Now I see
Why you made me say "Please"
Just to get a release.
Now that's what I need
To move on
Stop wastin time
Writing a song
About how I played you
And then I made you-
The only person who could keep
The secrets that haunted me
When I'm tossing and turning
Screaming
Please
Let there be
Someone who can see
I want to feel love
I don't want to feel this lonely.
And all this time I wasted with you
And all this trust I just gave to you
And all this lust you saved me through-
My own worst enemy
Loving
To hate
You.
