LovingToHateYou

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Truth

I love you

I hate you

Thank you

Disgrace,... you

Haunting me

When I didn't ask you to

When I didn't want you to

When I wasn't ready for you


And what did you do?


You fucking loved me anyway

I damn well told you

I wouldn't stay.

I was hurt

And I warned you

You wanted to stay

So I hurt you!

That's what you get

And we became toxic

In our own fucking way

Same shit

Different day.


Now you've moved on

Found someone else

Loving her

Better than it's ever felt

'Cause you both want to

That's what you need 

And boy she's got you

Like you had me on your knees;

With your mind on loop

Don't know what to do

With them butterflies flutterin'

Sayin' "you're so cute"

Now who's left to run to?

When all I want

Is someone to fucking come thru and

No one ever fucking shows

No one ever fucking knows

Except you

Now what am I supposed to do?

You always knew exactly what to do!

You always knew exactly what each breath meant

And what I was thinking,

You always knew exactly what was hurting me

You saw me as a test and started preparing

For the next version

of me

Tryin' to figure out

Lost without a clue

Why I took it out on you.


Now I see the greed

Now I see the need

Now I see

Why you made me say "Please"

Just to get a release.

Now that's what I need

To move on

Stop wastin time

Writing a song

About how I played you

And then I made you-

 The only person who could keep

The secrets that haunted me 

When I'm tossing and turning 

Screaming

Please

Let there be

Someone who can see

I want to feel love

I don't want to feel this lonely.


And all this time I wasted with you

And all this trust I just gave to you

And all this lust you saved me through-

My own worst enemy

Loving 

To hate 

You.

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