Everything has it's place, as I'm told the saying goes
Why can't I find mine?
Is it waiting for me in the shadows, out in the world of judgement
Could I be so bold as to say
"I tried, I conquered, I rose"
no
Have I lost my sense of touch, has it made me cold?
Has it caused me to feel so much it hurts?
Every drop of rain, every unheard whisper
Every waking moment of every day
Pounding me into the pavement of society
Into the depth of a sinner's soul
Alone
Safe
Out of control