I cannot stand the way you used to call my room every morning
I jump off my bed sound asleep
To hear your voice
I cannot stand how every time my phone rings, it is you
My heart starts to flutter
I cannot stand how just hearing your voice
Makes everything okay
I cannot stand when I sit in lecture
You’re the only thing on my mind
I cannot stand when I imagine you with her
It tier my heart in half
I cannot stand when I wake up every morning
You’re the first thing on my mind
I cannot stand how you took a piece of me
The night that you left
I cannot stand everything that used to remind me of you
I cannot stand to see
I cannot stand how you took apart of me, of my heart
I have not been able to get back
I cannot stand how I should despise you
But yet I despise you not
I cannot stand how I can’t stand myself
For loving you so
And wish I could wipe
My memory
My slate clean