I thought I was in heaven,
but you turned out to be my hell.
You thought you did me a favor
by maintaining our relationship,
but you were my curse.
You think you are good person,
but I've known atheists
that are one hundred times better.
While knowing you was painful,
it made me a stronger person.
I had to learn who I could trust
and who didn't have
my best interests at heart.
I realize now that I cannot
become a better person
while you are still in my life.
You have given me
no other choice
but to bid you farewell.
I hope God shows you
how ugly you are inside.
I hope someday
I can find forgiveness
but for now only God can absolve you.