I don’t know when I last felt anything.
I say “I love you” to my best friends but do I really mean it? I don’t know.
I feel trapped in this world.
Even though I escaped the torment that you put me through, I miss it…
Sad isn’t it? To miss being tormented and picked on by the ones who called themselves family
To miss something that you wanted to escape.
I wish I didn’t remember
Wish I could forget the pain
The torture
The crimes being done against me
Because it feels wrong to miss something terrible