Now and then I wonder,
I wonder why I'm here,
Crying out within my head,
Overcome by fear,
Letting feelings in,
Each and every time,
Making these connections,
Always seems sublime,
Reality slips quietly,
Into your world apart,
Everything she doesn't say,
Lies down your broken heart,
I hope one day I learn,
Escape this endless course,
Break free from these chains,
Elude this dark remorse,
Next time will be different,
Or will it be the same,
Well I guess I'll wait and see,
If maybe I'm to blame...