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3-18-05

1:14 am



I want to call you tonight.

And talk to you for hours.

Like we used to do.

But I know that can't happen.

Not anymore.

Maybe not ever.

I know it can't happen tonight.

Because I know she is there.

And I know you are busy.

And I can't take your time away.

From you anymore.

That is not my place.

Not anymore.

So what do I do now?

Where do I go from here?

Once again loving someone.

That doesn't want me.

I just want to hold you in my arms.

Forgetting that the last 7 months has happened.

But I can't.

Not anymore.

It really sucks.

When you realize.

That you can't anymore.

Everything you once knew.

Is gone.

All you are left with is memories.

In the corner of your brain.

To remind you.

Of what once was.

That is.

Not anymore.