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10-26-04

4:10 am



Will someone anyone.

Please come hold me.

I know I shouldn't be.

But I am.

I am terrified.

Terrified of a simple test.

Terrified I am going to die unloved and alone.

Terrified no one will care.

Terrified I will be the headstone you can't see.

Terrified the grass will grow over me.

But it doesn't matter how terrified I am you see.

Cause no one really gives a shit about me.

So I sit here alone.

Crying and sobbing.

Contimplating the ending alone.

With no one to even hand me a tissue.

Or dry my eyes.

No shoulder in the room.

For me to rest my weary head.

Please just let me be dead.

I can't fight it alone anymore.

And no one cares about my tears.

So just in case you hear.

In a couple years.

Of my untimly death.

Do not fret.

It was the way I wanted to go.

So fuck you all that weren't here.

Fuck you all that didn't care.

Fuck you all with no sympathy.

Fuck you all that didn't care about my tears.

For I am after all human just the same as you.

I am after all skin and bones just the same as you.

But I was born into it all wrong.

And fuck you all if you think that you are better.

and Fuck you all

fuck you all

FUCK YOU ALL.