9-8-04
3:21 am
I just want it all to stop.
I am so sick and so tired.
I can’t do it anymore.
I can’t fight it all anymore.
I can’t deal with everything.
I can’t do it alone.
But no one wants to help me.
No one cares that I sit here.
Night after night alone and crying.
The story of my life.
Alone and crying.
I am so very afraid.
Afraid of being alone.
Afraid of the world.
Afraid I will ruin everything.
I just can’t fight anymore.
I am done with this life.
I want to go now.
Will anyone even notice?
Would anyone even care?