Soon I'll begin therapy in hopes to get more clarity
In my life right now
Cause I'm finding it hard to deal, like there's no way out.
Fighting with my family, it's tiring
I need to find something inspiring
To get me out of this mood, this funk
To be able to put the past in the past, it's old junk
And move on, forget who was right or who was wrong
And just love each other
But right now I can't even look at her, my mother
Our relationship is sinking fast away
I feel alone like Tom in Castaway
And I need her more now than ever before
But she won't open up to me, like a stubborn door
I just want her back the way she was in '93
All Smiles, genuinely happy, and free.
I'll do what it takes, I'll do my part
So that soon we can have a fresh start.
I don't know if she would do the same for me
But tomorrow is when it all starts, I'm getting therapy.