i know i loved you~ years ago...
but i couldnt tell you~ i'm shy~ i know!
i cried and cried~ all alone~
carrying my pains~ i've decided to go....
now~ i'm cleaning the air~
unmuddying the water~
killing whats in my heart of dispare
i'm no more a "runner!"
i'll pretend that i dont care~
when i'll see you~ i'l no more shiver!
you were my love~
you are my soul~
but as i won my pride
i've lost my self.. i lost it all!
eternally sad~
my heart is sored,
i wish i'd understand~
how, without you, i'd be "WHOLE"?
22-aug-05