"One siDEAD Love!"

i'm living the story~

again and again~

living through glory~

through love and illusion~

through grieving and pain!



happily drowning~

in the world of dreams!

happily singing~

i love the flames!

forgetting~or ignoring~

that i'm un-noticed, once again!



The same mistake,

all over again!

i see me break~

Suffocated by the pain!



one sided love~

i love him with madness,

as dreaming gets tough~

i'm dying, with gladness!



un-noticed i am~

un-noticed again~

dead and calm,

i cry my pain.



my heart is shouting~

life is mean!

my soul is dying~

un-noticed i scream!



one sided love~

i love him with madness,

dreaming gets tough~

i'm dying, with gladness!





The same mistake,

all over again!

i see me break~

Suffocated by the pain!

why was i stupid to fall again?

why was i insane,

why was i stupid,to LOVE again?



The end!

9/7/2005

12:00 pm

Author's Notes/Comments: 

alot of my poems are about one sided love... i feel like, i always do the same mistake and fall in love to the wrong person, i wish it was by my hands, i know i'll never fall to anyone, but, its not, and i know it hurts too bad.. it kills me everyday a thousands of times... is there anything that i can do to undo it???i dont think so.. all i can do is live the pain!.

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