how come~
you were the one~
i fell for?
how come~
you became the person~
i adore?
how come~
you've never been mine~
while i was always yours?
how come~
i couldnt get you?
how come~
i couldnt forget you?
how come~
you still can get me, everytime?
how come you let me love you?
how come you killed my heart~
with a spontaneous crime?
how come~
i still love you?
how come~
my heart wakes up as i see you?
how come~
i love you more, evertime?
THE END
31\12\204
Author's Notes/Comments:
i wrote this when i WAS living in the fantasy of the FIRST LOVE.
i wish we could chose to whome to fall in love, sometimes as you love them with all that you got, they get sooo egotist to think like "i'm great thats why i'm loved", so they just act hard to get... as you fall them with all your senses, then your world gets filled with sadness and disappointment, especially if it was too late for you to wake up!... i wrote this poem to a guy who really meand alot to me, i know today its not the same, and i'm glad its not, i made a party the other day, i saw him on his graduation day and i thought"oh god, i dont wanna see him, cause i wouldnt stand hearing my heart beat again for the person who hurt me deep in my core, but as i saw him, NOTHING happened!- and i'm happy for that. the feeling of "LOVE" that i had for him, is no more in, i believe its buried somewhere, and i'm glad it is.
whatever.. it doesnt matter naymore,,, nothing does....
