"Forced by the heart!"

I close my eyes,

Cause anymore I cant stand sadness!

At the moment I do,

I see a smile of  his!

I know it’s a reaction of what I miss,

Though I’m forced by the heart to accept this!!



I wish he’s beside me all day long,

I know for real,

what I’m feeling for him is more than strong,

I know he’s inside me,

where he belongs,

& that’s why seeing him ties my tongue!



Its not that~

his heart I’m trying to steal,

Cause I know for real,

All his whispers I can hear!

All his moves I can feel,

With a look of his,

all my wounds he can heal!

World gets colored when he appears!



Why that happens I cant reveal!

What I know and feel,

Is that~

my lonely heart~

keeps on calling,

That special precious name!

I hear it saying~

yazan yazan ~

as a rhythmic game!



That’s how and why

I simply fly

And my hearts dances high!

I know on that rhythm I’d love to die!



I also know;

my entire life isn’t the same~

Since the moment I met him;

I knew my life forever did change..



The end

29\5\2004

Author's Notes/Comments: 

To the person who was my first love, the first but not the Greatest... my greatest and last crush is with some other person who means LIFE to me.....
to mr yazan, to whome i wrote all my hatred poems!~ it was a beautiful thing to remember, and a HUGE disappointment!

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