"NOT today!"

i wanna stop drinking from your tears,

i wanna wake up and know you are there~

forever!

i wanna quit living in fear~

the fear of losing something bigger!

being in love with you made it clear~

and for the first time i see my self as a perfect lover!

i know the end could be near,

and thats the reason why i suffer!



pains are killing me slowly,

friends are leaving me lonely,

i wish i'd know only,

when am i gonna recover!



this is the world of my own~

all i needed is this love to share,

it made me harder than a stone,

and life had showed~

it's never fair!



as pains are surrounding me,

i still can see~

how life can be,

it made me sure,

that someday soon,

i'll find the right one i should care for!

somday, but not today,

i'll find the one who'll love me more!



The end

4\may\2004

Author's Notes/Comments: 

Stupidly STUPID!

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