I gave my self a second chance, To Be me again
I decided to live happy as i am, and ignore my pain
But pains have grown inside of me
they Pour SO slowly, As i can see
So tired of Controlling my anger
SO tired of acting, STronger
i'm not as strong as they Think
i could break to pieces, as u blink
they thought i'm the one to share their dreams
they never knew, it was me the one who always screams
at night i see me, awaken, and alone
accompanied by the sadness, until the dawn
I wonder tonight, will i go on?
would the sunshine rays bring me back home?
i lost my faith, i lost my hope .. I found out My life is fake!
i couldnt explain, in me there's pain, i wish those sorrows i could Unbreak!
I though i'll find somene to save me, to simply unbreak me
But i lost my chance, because they knew me
They knew me strong, and unbreakable..
they never saw the weak side of me
I know i showed them, whats unspeakable
But how could they THINK that i dont FEEL??
i was so funny, sensitive, and so likeable
I couldt ignore a Human in need
I Thought they'll catch me as i fall, i was Mistakable
cause when YOU fall, alone.. YOU bleed :)