daily dreaming,
pains i'm feeling,
until the day light,
dreams are shading!
on my sealing~ a fairytale,
i see me painting!
beautiful, magnetic,
erasing my reality,
the blood i bled,
became the Ink,
drawing my insanity!
why the hell do i love him?
why for him my life i lived?
why did he became an obsession?
why my life for him i'd give??
headache,
backache,
NO
its a hearache!
its the fact, my fantasy is "B R O K E N !"
severely in pain,
HE WAS GONE!
vomitting, dehydration,
MY DREAM WAS DONE!
body terribly ill,
MY LONELY HEART IS SHATTRED AND ACHING!
i love you still,
though;because of you;
my whole life today is "B R E A K I N G !"