Surviving the death~~~~~~~~~
~~~~~~~~~i dont want to survive
Fighting the battle~~~~~~~~~
~~~~~~~~~i dont care to fight!
i'm alive but dead
still living the lie!
still on my bed~~~~~~~~~
~~~~~~~~~lying down
thoughts are making me
DEEPER DROWN!
staring still to that sealing!
harmed, pained, and day dreaming!
my self i'd kill,
my heart is SCREAMING!!!
i'm alive but dead
still living the lie!
my heart had bled,
i DESERVE TO DIE!
wondering, and wondering,,,
why am i surviving,
death i dont want to survive!!!!
if i'm dying,
then why the hell, am i still alive???
i'm alive but dead
still living the lie!
bargaining on my bed,
PLEASE, JUST LET ME DIE!