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Confusion?
Why do I continue to anger myself with feelings that aren't truly there? She's mine and I know that but my heart is scared to let someone through that lock once again. She's earned my heart and that's no doubt... I just am scared of what happens if she ever decides to let me go... I suppose it's because past experiences have made me expect otherwise but why is it her that makes me feel this worried and confused? Could it be the multiple little lies, or the distance, or a combination of both? I still have yet to find out? She's given me reasons to believe both but when I look in her beautiful eyes I see genuine feelings and a future that's promised and more but there's always that little tick that I can never get out because I fear I will anger her... I'm scared to keep her, but I'm also scared to let her go... My mind tells me one but my heart tells me another. I'm torn between reality and romance... I know she's the one for me but does she believe that as well? Am I fooling myself? Am I chasing the invisible? Time will only tell but one thing's for sure... This decision is life threatening...
