Dear Matt,
It seems as though I haven't talked to you in years.I can't imagine how much you've changed.But I know that if you were still here, you'd still be with me, to help me through life.You are a very wise man, and will never be forgotten.
I remember every day I spent with you.The wasted years you spent draining me...hurting me...and loving me.Being such a big influence to help me shape who I've become.You're simply amazing.
From day one, we clicked.We were inseperable.We were so similar.I loved you.I still do.You were everything to my young, useless mind.You helped me see the world as it is.You helped me mature.And here I stand, missing you, and hating you.
It always seemed as if you didn't care.You were so emotionally strong...I spent years wishing i could be like you.Be with you.Be you.I just didn't understand.All i knew, was that you were different from them, just like i am different from them.And we both faced shit, but you did it better.Thank you, for teaching me to come crashing down...gracefully.
You, my friend, are a mastermind.Nobody would have expected it was a lie.
Mell-Mell †