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It seems that no matter how many thoughts i think, how many words I say, How many dreams of us I dream up every day, I can never say goodbye enough. I guess I can't keep myself away. Hell is frozen over, and I'm still speechless, admiring you from afar for all these fucking years...And then, it came. My day. Since then, I've changed. You entered, I screamed, you became a part of me, forever. The day I'll never forget.



How it all started:

January 21, 2004, it was night, we were alone, we were bored...Gosh I admired you. I rested on you, you grabbed my wrist, I turned around, we kissed. I was frozen in shock. You whispered in my ear, so quietly, I could barely hear..."Promise me you'll never tell"



Some months after that, you kept coming back...I could tell you wanted more out of me. But your affection blinded me. Sweet sweet seduction. Then, we did it. And it felt so good...and it felt so right...and I wished I could do it with you every night. Now I don't know what to think.



A year later, now the love is gone. No flirts, no kisses, where did I go wrong? I miss you so much. Now I feel outrageously depressed. Remembering when our lips were pressed together and my world was fine. I was yours, and you were mine.



But now, I'm just lonely.