A despised idiom - unintelligible icon - A blank madonna stare on the face of a whore - desperate and demeaned - an unflowered bore - stark - barren - desiring nebulous fantasy - archaic and infinite phantasmagoria - unhallowed - unspoken names - tempestuous miasma - a newborn cradled in the arms of a unnameable demoniac form - nothing more sacred then a child’s cry - no emotion, no desire - just a need to be fulfilled - a beckoning call for necessary comfort - a past life’s transgressions pitched as the next story in you dreams a nightmare of the utmost depravity - wholly - ungodly - cosmic reality - this catharsis is necessary - life feeds as it must on other lives ever occasionally self - cannibalizing its own mean daring timidity - like a wold in sheep’s clothing eating it’s hind quarter cause it forgot it was the sheep it is seeing what it wants to see and thus it feeds regurgitating necessity - as it realizes it’s idiocy - pain is subsidiary - pleasure a formality - so how do we handle greed? I don’t know what to speck when my hands are nailed to my knees - and the love in my heart bleeds to be free to spread it’s nebulous wings and fly hitter to answer my silent screams and cradle my girl in my arms kissing her lovingly freeing her from my harm forever and a day to repair all my disarray but succeed will I please - my God - my disease - free me of all penance, release!