Wet & Wondering

 

I’m broken up about my thoughts never being spoken

 

I hold onto to those words, my eyes have barely opened


My thoughts are consumed of memorizes we use to

share

But now I must strip them off, I’m bare


In the shower I let the scalding water, drop by drop run down my skin 

Afraid that I made a mistake by letting you back in 


I have bruises, tenderness surrounding my heart


I’m having cold feet, I should have known from the start


That you would create this electric shock passing

through my veins


I feel as if we will never really be the same 


I scrub off the smell of your cologne from my pours


Just the feeling of your plump lips leaves me sore


I try to wash off the feeling of your finger tips from my scalp with shampoo


But this routine will inevitably bring me back to you


Because I love your touch, your lips, your smell


But that’s a secret I’ll keep from you, will never tell


I’ll count the days until I’m back under your blue satin sheets 


But for now I’m left with the mental pictures I keep