Confused.

Being confused is the worst feeling in the world
Which way is up? Which way is down?
What is left? What is right?
I can hardly tell.

But then the even worse thing about being confused
Is where your heart lies.
It’s been stomped on, punched, puckered, and bruised.
So many times, you’ve just given up on people.
Especially guys.

Then just when you think it’s all over.
An exception comes whistling around the corner.
You feel your heart come back to life
But no, not again. This just ain’t right.

You close your eyes; shake your head to deny it.
No matter what, you’re gonna have to fight it.

But wait, this is different. Really different.

He knows what he’s asking, he tells you to give him a chance.
You can feel that he’s it; you can feel it in every glance.
This is a huge risk, above and beyond.
But wouldn’t it hurt more if he left and was gone?

What now?
You might make it somehow.
Should you stay? Yes? No?
Oh, too late.
Your heart’s already on the go.

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