Once I was so beautiful
Now there’s nothing left to see
The shadows drain my soul away
That’s all that’s left of me
I used to laugh so often
Now I cry ‘cause I’m alone
I’ve pulled away from everyone
That I have ever known
Once I was a smart girl
Who never made mistakes
Somehow I messed all that up
One time is all it takes
Things used to come so easily
Now I’m grasping for a chance
I don’t want to be left behind
Without a backwards glance
I’ve come away inside myself
Like a shadow in the night
Hiding in darkness, hiding in fear
Hiding away from the light
I can’t believe this state I’m in
This raw feeling of pain
These unattached emotions
It’s all damaging my brain
I don’t know what’s come over me
I don’t know what to do
I’m letting myself slip behind
Without getting what I’m due
I used to want so much
I used to want to live
Something’s got the best of me
Now I just don’t give…
Once I was so beautiful
I used to live so free
Since the shadows have gotten here
They’re all that’s left of me
© LJ Rodriguez 2006