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Alone in the darkness she cry's out for you she tosses and turns all thru the night she start's to reach out for you but realizes, you'r not there tonight so she close's her eye's and tear's began to flow down her face like an stream or water.



She hear's an sound late at night and she wonder's if the sound she hear's is you trying to come in and be close to her but she holds up her arm's but doesn't feel anything or anyone, so again she close's her eye's and try's to sleep but she can't get the thought of you off her mind.



She remember's what you told her in the start that this is only an one night stand don't get attached to me but she can't help but not to think that its just an one time thing because every moment she's spending with, you she's fallen more and more inlove with you.



Little does she know that you'r having problem's of you'r own as well the woman you go home to everynight and is married to doesn't feel the same way toward's you anymore yall sleep on differnt bed's, and is alway's having some sort of disagreement.



You finnaly get tired of being torn between two women you care deeply about and you draw the line and you tell the girl you'r having an affair with that you hate this and you can't seem to sleep at night because the guilt is tearing you apart whenever you'r lying next to you'r wife all you wan't to do is just reach out to her and put you'r arm across her body and tell her that you love her and how you never, meant to hurt her by having someone else on the side but at the same time yo don't wan't to hurt the woman you'r having the affair with and she look's into you'r eye's and tell's you i can't help it i have fallen inlove with you and i'm all twisted up inside also because i knew when this first took place that you was just looking for something on the side you wasn't wanting to take it this far and i'm sorry i agreed to be the other lady.



How can you expect me lay here on the bed we made love in more than 3 time's an night and not think about you or the first time you touched me and how wonderful it felt to be in you'r arm's you have to realize that you have two women here and only one heart you can give so before you go off to be with the woman you married you should really sit down and think about what has just happend and how you became wrapped up into this all, but before you go i must tell you something you'r not the only one with the deep dark secret burried deep inside of you'r soul you see i'm an married lady myselve but it's not the same as you'r i seen you around town with you'r wife and you look so inlove and the sparkle in yall's eye's is so bright.



You think you'r the only one who is going insane here but you'r not i can't sleep and i can't eat all i do is think and dream about the first night it all happend my husband was out of town on bussiness and you told you'r wife you had to go out on some buissness trip but you knew you was comming here and so did you'r wife but she never wanted to tell you because, she was hoping that you would be man enough to tell her what you have been doing behind her back but little did we both knew my husband and you'r wife has been having the same affair we had going on they just was like us they couldn't confess to it because they loved us both so verry much. Everytime when i would close my eye's and lay next to my husband all i could see was you'r face and you'r body laying next to me and it made the guilt even more harder because i truly do love my husband but i needed an little more than he could give me just like you needed the same that you'r wife couldn't provide for you so before, you go and start blaming you'rselve just remember everyone make's mistakes and everyone's forgivin but the one thing i never told you was about the last night of our affair i was 2month's pregnant and the baby is due any moment now so what am i suppose do and how am i going to tell our baby about the life i brought her up into.



You see i didn't know about the pregnancy until it was to late and you had already walked out of my life but i just had to tell you and that you'r going to be a father but when i think about it i wonder how's this baby going to feel about us and knowing the only reason she was born was because two people obessing for eachother's affection couldn't stop when it was time to stop, what is she going to think of us her father married to another lady and her mom in everyone's eye's is nothing but an cheap thrill an whore who would do anything for just one more night of passion again.







By:Heather R Feazel

8-20-04

3:59AM

The Price Of Love