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Where can i start where should i look to find the one true thing that is missing out of my life, the one true person who will love me for who i am and not just want other shit from our realtionship. Someone who truly love's me for who i am and not for what i give or do for them, i once thought i found the perfect guy who had all the thing's i look for and wanted in a guy. How could i ever been so blind i thought you loved me and wanted me there with you but i guess i was stupiod enough, to fall for all those lie's you told me. You said you loved me and that i will never be alone or feel sad again i acturly belived all the word's you told me. You told me how much i meant to you and that i do not have to worry anymore, or cry everynight but how can you say one thing and not mean it. There was a time when i thougt i meant the world to you and that i was all you wanted, but i was so blinded by your love that i fell for all the thing's you told me. Where can i go to find a better and peacefully place away from all the trouble's and heartache, where no one ever makes you sad or cry. You looked into my eye's and told me that everything will be alrigt and that you love me i still, can't belive i fell for those lie's and the way you said you loved me and held me in you'r arm's there was no way i could see through you and all the lie's. You told me that you will never hurt me but how could you say that and then turn around and put me through this much pain, i love you so much but at time's it's like loving you is tearing me apart and driving me insane.
