Im so tired of being depressed and tired of having to act or pretend to be someone im not and someone that i will never be and im tired of loving someone who doesnt love or even care about me why can't he see how much i love him but i guess im not good enough for him im tired of being depressed and crying all the damn time i just wish i could be the way everyone want's me to be but i can't i am me and i'm sad and depressed i feel like my life is already over i wake up eachday wishing that i wouldn't have wroken up i wish everyday that i was dead i'm sick of these tears and sick of hideing stuff from people when all i want to do is crawl up into a little ball and die or go so far away from this world. I feel like im all alone in this world just walking the streets and people looking down on me because im not what they thought i would be or what they want me to be why cant they accept me for who i am.