Sitting down thinking
what am i doing here why did u put me here
get to the kitchen
reach for the drawer
pull it open slowly
thinking to my self here i go
grab it, pick it up, it gleems in the light
long, slender, heavy, malificent,
take in a few deep breathes touch the blade to my skin
oh it makes me cringe well here i go
i shout out to all u son of a bitches who made me think this way this is for you
i gently pull i fell the burn a warm sensation flowing down my arm
i touch it it is my blood
why is this happening i sit down and pray take a few deep breathes
pray some more then all of a sudden i feel my heart start and stop
i call my mom and dad tell them i am sry i have just killed my self
call the pastor tell him what i have done and ask him to come rush over
they get here to late it is over why did i do this terrible fate
maybe it is because i found no other way out
so i took it the easy way the wrong way the long way i pray
while i am a ghost no one will take this way out
it is to painful to see your parents staring into your hazey eyes its make them cry
let the great creator take you the right way not you the wrong way
so sleep well and live as you are meant to and good bye to all