[Jan. 15. 07]
Friends I scare; To my family I lie
I can't eplain the reasons I cry
Staying up writing all night
Just trying to feel alright
Dying slowly; but aren't we all
Seems to be quicker staring at the wall
The clock ticks, minutes into hours
Seems to be my heart my thought devours
I don't want to live this way
But I've tried everything every day
Dying slowly; With this pain inside
Seems to be easier to curl up and hide.