Why Do I Stay?



IT'S TOO SOON FOR ME TO KNOW

WHERE I AM GOING TO GO

CAN'T STAND THE FIGHTING; CAN'T STAND THE PAIN

GOING HOME ISN'T ANYTHING TO EVEN GAIN.



I LAUGH TO PRETEND TI'S ALL OKAY

WHEN THE BELL RINGS, I WANT TO STAY

I DON'T ENJOY WALKING TO THE DOOR

WONDERING WHAT I'LL BE YELLED AT FOR.



I DONT EVEN KNOW WHAT I SHOULD DO

IF I LEAVE IT'LL BE HARD FOR YOU.

SIS LOVES ME, MAYBE I CAN STAY

BUT I CAN'T KEEP RUNNING AWAY.



THOUGHTS OF BAD. MY CLOTHES OF BLACK

THEY WOULDN'T KNOW IF I DIDN'T COME BACK

THE ROAD IS OPEN, I HAVE THE WAY

THE QUESTION REMAINING...

WHY DO I STAY?

Author's Notes/Comments: 

Wrote this right after a fight my parents and I got into.  I wanted to run away or move in with my sister, but I'm wondering how it will affect me and Jason.
I .. dunno anymore.

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