1:22pm ;; Oct. 8. 2005
The fighting is getting to me
It causes me and him misery
I want to kill myself and it's sad
Inside, I hurt to damn bad
I want this all to be over, I prayed
I can't help but to cry all day
I'm already dressed to die
As bad as it hurts, I must cry
I have to end it all some way
I can't just sit here and pray
I wonder now if he exist,
Or if he likes me to be pissed
My baby is all I have left in my life
I hope one day I will be his wife
With that thought, Alive I'll stay
I can die another day.