The Heart Inside Is About To Decay

What the hell, what can I even move

It's like pain just waiting to push through

I scream, I cower, I run to hide

I can't run away; it's all inside.



You aren't here now that I need you

You said "Sorry, we're through"

I can't stand us apart

It's breaking my heart



Why can't I just swallow my pride

Hold all my fear and anger inside

Is it because I found someone new

But I know he can't replace you?



Screams fill my head, I can't make a sound

I curl up, rocking back and forth on the ground

The pitch black sky doesn't want to change

The ground is cold. It's all too strange.



Every movement, I jump or scream

Beauty and Bliss no more it seems

I try to hide again, but it follows me

Why can I get away from this misery?



It's been awhile and I can't get away

I'm sorry to say this, but please stay

I can't stand the thought of being alone

... Too late.  I look back and your gone.



MUST BE SOME MISTAKE!  I scream and cry

Please take me back!  Please.  baby why?

We can't keep going on like this

I have to find my own happiness.



I still scream; Throw things; and cry

You just left me here to fucking die!

The heart inside is about to decay

Ever since that night you went away.

Author's Notes/Comments: 

... so much anger ...

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